Welcome !

Hello & thank you to anyone who searched for this page or just so happened to stumble across it! I want to welcome you all to the deepest rabbit hole you may EVER discover: My Brain & Thoughts!!

I have realized throughout my teenage years that I have no mouth, yet I must scream.

In a quick synopsis for those who may have no background knowledge on me: I grew up quiet. I was the observer of the family. I witnessed a plethora of things I would never imagine or wish on another child. Through that, I adapted the skills, and curses, of internal dialogue, independence, and most importantly, deep personal compassion. But in each and every single one of those early access superpowers, I also obtained the jinx of what I like to call “The Incapacity of Proper Vocal Expression.”

A little dramatic, yes, I am aware. But it is true: I still have no real idea how to express my thoughts an opinions, nor ask for help when I know I need it, and most troubling, expressing my emotions. Woo! So scary! It’s normal. Again, yes I know. But in my head, the world is going to explode if I don’t speak now. To be fair, it’s already cracking so there is absolutely no harm in me doing what I need to do to defuse my anxiety and overstimulation.

Now, with all things considered… continue at your own risk. Enjoy!